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I don't want to grow up. This is a good age. Can't I stay 16 (or possibly 18) forever? I'm so tired of everything being thrown at me. Stupid PSATs. Stupid Dual Enrollment. Stupid (almost) Distinguished Honor Roll. Stupid SATs. STUPID COLLEGE! If I was this age forever, I could finish high school AND college...then start living my life the way I SHOULD be living it. Carefree, crazy, NOT-college oriented. I'm sort of referring to the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. Bella gets to be 18 forever! Sure, if she were real, she'd finish college and go off and do vampirey things...okay, I'm getting off topic. What I mean is, I don't want responsibility right now. I've been going through this lately--temporary phases of complete...STUBBORNNESS! I dunno what to say, it's just that...well, I'm on the brink of SO MUCH...everything is SERIOUS now... and I'm not making sense again...! Sorry I'm being so cryptic. I'm sure some of you who are alre...

New phrase: This is garbage. Everything is. (I.E. garbage = not cool) I feel that it is necessary to post about the things I've been leaving out in my blogs over the past couple weeks--aka the holes I've left in my posts. Hole #1: My AP History homework that was due the first day of school...yeah, I ended up getting that massive assignment done. Now I'm in ONE AP class. Not bad. It's sort of hard, but only because there isn't a clear-cut learning...thing. Like, it's not organized. He throws the info at us, we tak notes, and we get tests. Just...yeah. Hole #2: Yes, I am a Junior in high school. YES, I AM ON THE JV FIELD HOCKEY TEAM. You think I haven't figured out how pitiful this is? Might as well rename myself the "Junior Varsity Queen." Severe garbage. It's still a sore subject with me. But whatever. Hole #3: I make bracelets out of toothbrushes. They're either a major fashion no-no, or incredibly creative. I've gotten a mixed bag of ...

Whoo boy! Now that I have a minute to relax... Field hockey's been crazy busy. That, and all the other stuff I'm doing, and I barely have enough time to breathe. Today practice was cancelled. (A rare miracle.) Well, tonight I think I may be going to a college fair, then on Wednesday and Friday I have more field hockey games, and practice on Thursday. I can't forget about homework--I think I may have a couple tests between now and then. Do you remember that kid from my French class (last year) that I had a slight crush on? Well, it's kind of a big crush now...we spent time talking at the last football game (if you want to call what we did "talking..." it was such a one sided conversation, I mean I swear!) And he's in my French class again this year. I get butterflies thinking about it. Jesus christmas, people are being so irritating because they want to get on the PC. I gotta go. But I promise I'll try to be back around later-ly.

I GOT IT!!! FINALLY. ECLIPSE , by Stephenie Meyer. Now excuse me...I must go read.

I guess as "The Cold Queen," I am finally living up to my name. I am sick, sick, sick. Yuck. Well, I had originally meant for the cold queen to mean how... mean (and cold--in reference to the song "Cold as Ice" by Foreigner) I was, but right now it applies to the fact that I am super achy, my nose is running a two-minute mile, my head is throbbing, and my sinuses are on FIRE! My mother and my friend Steph have been trying to convince me that it's just allergies, but my allergies have never sucked this bad before. I've even overdosed on Claritin but...nothing. Ugh...I HATE BEING SICK!!! And I'm not the only one--last night my little poodle Tessie had to be run to an emergency vet because her back haunch was covered in blood. We didn't know what was wrong with her when she wouldn't come begging for dinner, so we thought she may have gotten her doggy-period. Turns out she got an infection and her butt-gland kind of exploded. We were very worried fo...

Ahhh, blogula! I feel bad. Now that school's started, I'm still abandoning you! I'm sorry. I'll explain my week so far. MONDAY, MONDAY! Monday was the glorious (SO not) first day of school. I barely survived, seeing as I almost dropped dead when I came home from field hockey. And I didn't think it was one of my BEST first days--not by a long shot. I sort of like my classes--the people I have them with aren't all that bad. I seem to be talking a lot more. Last year I lapsed for a while when I was being antisocial, I just hope I don't go through that again. =) Talk to me Tuesday! On Tuesday, I was kind of rolling more into the swing of things. I'm getting used to my whole time schedule, and starting to realize I have to go to bed early if I want to survive the day. We had a field hockey scrimmage, and we won. It's unbelievable, my school's FH team is 2-0 (only they are scrimmages that don't count). That's more games than we've won in ...

My poor blog. I'm sorry I've abandoned you once again. Truth is, things are finally getting busy (in the literal sense, not the naughty sense). I had field hockey all in the morning last week, and now I have it every afternoon from 4-7. Add a couple extra-currics during the day, and AP U.S. History homework that needs to be done before school starts, and I barely have enought time to sleep. Actually, tonight may be an all-nighter! Right now I'm supposed to be working on that massive assignment due on the first day of school, but I keep getting distracted by Facebook and AIM. Must focus... Anyways, here's my school schedule: Homeroom: 212 1 (1-3,5-6) Spanish 3 2 (1-2,4-6) Study Hall 3 (1-3,5-6) Physics 4 (1-2,4-6) English 3 5 (1-3,5-6) Consumer Law 6 (1-2,4-6) AP U.S. History 7 (1-3,5-6) Probability and Statistics 8 (1-2,4-6) French 2 Second Semester: 2 (1-2,6) Current Health Issues 2 (4-5) Study Hall 5 (1-2,6) Lifetime Fitness II 5 (3,5) Lifetime Fitness I Here's t...