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Ugh guys...I'm so confused. Really...truly...utterly. Okay, so of course you all remember Carlos. How could you not? Well, of course you also know how he ditched me on my birthday. My family is starting to nudge me, telling me that he's not being the best semi/kinda/not really boyfriend that he can be. And I dunno, I guess I agree. Every time his name is brought into conversation, so is "Where is he?" My family's never met him, he doesn't go to my school. It seems as if the negatives just keep piling up. I mean yes, I do like him. But jeez, at least he has something to distract himself--he does so much crap I dunno how he ever gets a minute to think about me. So for the past week, I've been figuratively "walking the line" between us talking and not talking. I mean, I've lost the point, honestly. I hate being tied down to him when I don't even see him. Yeah, it's not his fault he's grounded...but technically it is. I dunno. Okay, s...

Awww man, whatta weekend. Yesterday was lovely Alexa's Birthday Party/Devyn's Prom day. It mostly revolved around Devyn, as usual. Did I mention that she won Prom Queen? *Scoff* I'm happy for her, but GAWD. Can't a girl get a little recognition for her 16th birthday, instead of getting money shoved in her face? But I have to say, the money rocks for the most part. Except for the part where Devyn took advantage of my hungover state today and probably bummed somewhere close to 20 bucks of my b-day money away. But ahh, Saturday night was pretty interesting. My head was spinning long after all the bottles were lowered. And today--yeah, not so good. Major hangover. I was headachy, stomachachy, bitchy, and sleepy. I freakin' fell asleep on the couch at my aunt's house for the mother's party thinger. Well, I'm ready for a nap--school tomorrow, then we have no school on Tuesday!