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Resolute yo'self

I really don't think I want to start doing this again.

NO! No no no no no, I'm not talking about this blog.

I'm talking about coming home from school and just crashing on the couch, until the point where I'm completely amped up right before I have to go to bed--like right now--and then I don't get any sleep, and then I repeat the cycle the next day.
It's just not healthy, really.
I was going to do my homework, really. My intentions were...good. I try to be good. But I don't always do so well. That's always been my dilemma. So I decided to make some New Years' resolutions. I discussed them in a video on youtube, but I feel like I can discuss them better here without sounding like a complete idyut.
So...here goes.
  • Be a better person, student. Last year I was the epitome of the angry, rude, and spiteful teenager. This year I wanted to change that because I realized that I only pushed people away by acting like that, and it's no way to create lasting relationships--be it in friendship OR love.
  • Take care of myself physically and mentally. I don't get enough sleep, I eat stuff that makes me feel like shit, and I don't take care of my appearance or my body. It will be SO much easier to fulfill my first resolution if I'm happier and healthier to begin with. I have to stop beating myself up about not getting stuff done, and just DO IT.
  • Save money. That's a given. But I spent all my Target money as I made it. I'm going to need it for college.
  • Work harder. That's another given, but I'm serious. This is the home stretch of my public education career. If I don't...then...well, it's not good.
  • Read more books. I can't keep my most recent reads to just Twilight and Harry Potter. There is SO MUCH literature out there waiting to be read!!
  • Make a video once a week. This one may be a little difficult to achieve with my busy schedule, but I'm going to do it, and it will make me feel better as a person. I think.

And finally...

BLOG AGAIN!

So hopefully you'll see me around more often, whether it's on here, or youtube. I know I set a lot of resolutions for myself, but I really don't think they're going to be all that hard to accomplish because it's not like I'm trying to lose ten pounds. (That's stupid, by the way. I'm happy with my weight.)

Until tomorrow...or later...

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