Ow. So yeah, my head is kind of throbbing.
Hi there, blog. I'm sorry I've neglected you.
But I'll be honest.
In the past...two months or so, I've become something of an adult. I've had to get and maintain a job, practice learning to drive, use an ATM, buy Christmas presents for my family, facillitate a program fundraiser AND pick-up, enroll in college courses, deal with 2 failing grades in school, and STILL MANAGE to get enough sleep.
Let me tell you, it has not been easy. I've been dragging some miserable ass these last couple weeks. And I'm sorry that I haven't gotten over here to update...I mean, I've been on, checking my mail and being a NERDFIGHTER, but my posting on here has very poor and scattered. But again, failing the junior year of school is often frowned upon when applying to many universities.
And not to mention, it's been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster around here...okay, never mind, that's a lie. Sure, it's FELT like that in my head, but my overall emotion and attitude towards everyone else has been...well, something close to apathetic. Fatigue and exhaustion have rendered me "burnt out" at the end of every single day.
But all this time, my light at the end of the tunnel has been...you guessed it, Christmas. It's my ONE day of break that I can sleep in, not work, not work, not work, not work, get nice things, eat something that took longer than 5 minutes to make, forget about deadlines, uniformity, not work, not work, not work...forget about what other people feel and/or want from me, and just...
...relax.
It sounds so good already. =)
Hi there, blog. I'm sorry I've neglected you.
But I'll be honest.
In the past...two months or so, I've become something of an adult. I've had to get and maintain a job, practice learning to drive, use an ATM, buy Christmas presents for my family, facillitate a program fundraiser AND pick-up, enroll in college courses, deal with 2 failing grades in school, and STILL MANAGE to get enough sleep.
Let me tell you, it has not been easy. I've been dragging some miserable ass these last couple weeks. And I'm sorry that I haven't gotten over here to update...I mean, I've been on, checking my mail and being a NERDFIGHTER, but my posting on here has very poor and scattered. But again, failing the junior year of school is often frowned upon when applying to many universities.
And not to mention, it's been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster around here...okay, never mind, that's a lie. Sure, it's FELT like that in my head, but my overall emotion and attitude towards everyone else has been...well, something close to apathetic. Fatigue and exhaustion have rendered me "burnt out" at the end of every single day.
But all this time, my light at the end of the tunnel has been...you guessed it, Christmas. It's my ONE day of break that I can sleep in, not work, not work, not work, not work, get nice things, eat something that took longer than 5 minutes to make, forget about deadlines, uniformity, not work, not work, not work...forget about what other people feel and/or want from me, and just...
...relax.
It sounds so good already. =)
Comments
hey at least you have an excuse for not posting! :P
well if you feel the need you can come blow the dust off my page and comment it.. or something. woohoo?
haha.
and hey, youre not making me very excited about junior year. >:P